Relaxation...
Hurrahhhhh! I am now able to rest! Sure i've got 2 more scripts pending, but! But! Now, I am given more time. I can sit back, do some cross stitching, play my wild arms game or work on my character in our new rpg campaign. Thank you, Lord!
today, my hubby and i went to the doctor and found out that our baby is still not close to coming out. hehehehe... but i could already feel her impatience... and yes, we already have a name for our little angel... we'll talk about that later... my babu wants to post it when she's out.... ahhh... surprise, surprise.
I met with my new writer and gave her instructions on how to write the new animation i'm going to give her. then we went to the studio so she could meet the technicians and the voice talents and to watch one dubbing session. she also met my director... so she's arleady in. and i successfully passed my remaining project to her. i also saw that the other project that i was planning to give her would not be recorded yest, sooooo... i'm still safe and i could finish the last 2 episodes of my other project before my baby arrives.
okay. yes, i'm still working. it keeps my mind preoccupied but in a way, i don't like leaving people hanging. i just want to finish what i started. and this anime is only 50 episodes so, i can finish this one by next week. the one that i passed on will go on for another hundred episodes soooo... i decided to pass it.
as i said before i feel a little sadness with regard to losing one of my baby projects, but I think God is telling me... hey, let go and let Me [God]. during my 8th month of pregnancy i received calls from different companies asking me to give english/communication training... i wasn't thinking : awwww shucks... the money that i'll be missing... more like: awww that opportunity to work and learn and share new stuff again... it's the same with my projects.
but looking into it now, i realized what God was telling me. hey, we have so many opportunities. i can give you many other opportunities. it doesn't mean that if you're gone a few days, weeks or months that you're not going to get anything good anymore... Trust Me. and i remember that time that i left my first love of a job and went into the call center industry because i needed to put my sister to school... i felt horrible. i know i missed out on a lot of good projects and i really felt envious of my friends who continued what they loved to do...
i thought i won't get anymore opportunities like what i started a long time ago... but lo and behold, with only 2k in the bank and no where to go, i resigned from my regular... tenured job and went back to freelance voice acting.... and what do you know... honestly, God was faithful and he gave me work immediately.
i love my work... but i really think i need to pull back from it and look at other things. I've realized that i'm mostly work. i love my hubby, but it's my work that seems to be taking my number 2 spot and not my family.
and so... i think i'm being shown that i could have something better now... and i do feel more relaxed and free. i don't feel down. cast away these earthly bindings and you'll be free. now that's something really cool.
Hurrahhhhh! I am now able to rest! Sure i've got 2 more scripts pending, but! But! Now, I am given more time. I can sit back, do some cross stitching, play my wild arms game or work on my character in our new rpg campaign. Thank you, Lord!
today, my hubby and i went to the doctor and found out that our baby is still not close to coming out. hehehehe... but i could already feel her impatience... and yes, we already have a name for our little angel... we'll talk about that later... my babu wants to post it when she's out.... ahhh... surprise, surprise.
I met with my new writer and gave her instructions on how to write the new animation i'm going to give her. then we went to the studio so she could meet the technicians and the voice talents and to watch one dubbing session. she also met my director... so she's arleady in. and i successfully passed my remaining project to her. i also saw that the other project that i was planning to give her would not be recorded yest, sooooo... i'm still safe and i could finish the last 2 episodes of my other project before my baby arrives.
okay. yes, i'm still working. it keeps my mind preoccupied but in a way, i don't like leaving people hanging. i just want to finish what i started. and this anime is only 50 episodes so, i can finish this one by next week. the one that i passed on will go on for another hundred episodes soooo... i decided to pass it.
as i said before i feel a little sadness with regard to losing one of my baby projects, but I think God is telling me... hey, let go and let Me [God]. during my 8th month of pregnancy i received calls from different companies asking me to give english/communication training... i wasn't thinking : awwww shucks... the money that i'll be missing... more like: awww that opportunity to work and learn and share new stuff again... it's the same with my projects.
but looking into it now, i realized what God was telling me. hey, we have so many opportunities. i can give you many other opportunities. it doesn't mean that if you're gone a few days, weeks or months that you're not going to get anything good anymore... Trust Me. and i remember that time that i left my first love of a job and went into the call center industry because i needed to put my sister to school... i felt horrible. i know i missed out on a lot of good projects and i really felt envious of my friends who continued what they loved to do...
i thought i won't get anymore opportunities like what i started a long time ago... but lo and behold, with only 2k in the bank and no where to go, i resigned from my regular... tenured job and went back to freelance voice acting.... and what do you know... honestly, God was faithful and he gave me work immediately.
i love my work... but i really think i need to pull back from it and look at other things. I've realized that i'm mostly work. i love my hubby, but it's my work that seems to be taking my number 2 spot and not my family.
and so... i think i'm being shown that i could have something better now... and i do feel more relaxed and free. i don't feel down. cast away these earthly bindings and you'll be free. now that's something really cool.
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